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I have been with Mistress Pauley for 6 years. In the beggining, she would only take a little bit of tribute or gifts from me, then she would cut me off. There were no bill payments allowed at all. I, of course, quickly developed a strong desire to spend more. This is NOT typical of other dommes, if you are brand new here.
Then, very, very slowly, she allowed just a little more spending. I jumped on that gratefully and spent more as she allowed. Over the 6 years, this has continued, slowly inc...
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On September 8, 2013, I messaged Mistress Pauley here in findoms. I went on about how I could not serve anyone, it was too expensive and so on. After I finished the message, I realized it was entirely too long for someone who was not going to serve. I then sent another message and I have been serving Mistress Pauley since. Now, my first period of service was "come and go." But after March 2015, I committed to serve Mistress continually and have been serving her ever since. We now have a Slave Co...
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On September 15, 2016, Mistress Pauley put me on her Orgasm Denial Program. I had to go off in February, 2018 for medical reasons giving 17 months of not being allowed to release. I then went back on Mistress' Orgasm Denial Program in May 2018 and had to go off again in August 2019 for medical reasons, giving 15 months of no release.
Now I am thinking that I should not set complete abstinence from release as a goal. Due to occasional medical problems it is apparently not realistic. So I am th...
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As of July 15
As the months roll by, I find myself running out of things to say. Mistress Pauley's Orgasm Denial Program is now a part of my lifestyle. I take it for granted and do not know how I would manage without it. So I will talk about the psychology of Orgasm Denial.
The psychology of Orgasm Denial has three parts:
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As of June 15, 2019
Well, 13 months isn't bad. I am very used to going without. Of course, I would not go without on my own, but with Mistress Pauley's strict Orgasm Denial Program, it is easy to do without. In fact I don't often think about it. But when I am so horny from going without releae, I bow before Mistress Pauley and worship her with gratitude.
I go without for Mistress Pauley because it pleases her. In turn, it makes me more aroused and more generous with her tributes, gifts and...
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(I am going to rewrite this blog to provide detail by month)
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May 15 was the one year anniversary of my going without release for Mistress Pauley. By now, I am getting used to not releasing. My goal is to build going without into my routine so I do not even notice. I am not there yet, but am working on it. After one year, however, I can see how going withput permanently would be doable. Of course, I am not really going without. Literally, I am not releasing without Mistress Pauley's permission. But as she does not give permission, it amounts to the same th...
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Hello, Orgasm Denial Connoisseurs,
April 15 marked 11 months in Ms Pauley Belle's Orgasm Denial Program. I must say I am getting used to it. I might as well get used to it as I see no release permission from Mistress Pauley in the near future or far future for that matter. Mistress keeps me aroused for her pleasure. My pleasure is not necessarily unimportant but it takes a distant second to her pleasure. I am allowed the pleasure I feel from pleasing Mistress, for example.
Thank you for no...
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Wow, as of March 15, I have served Mistress Pauley for 4 years. "Unbroken" means continuous with no lapses. My previous pattern was to come and go frequently. I would serve for a few months, leave, come back a few months later and serve some more. No more.
I started with making a few month commitment to Mistress Pauley. Then I made a few more months commitment. Then, eventually, a committed to a full year. Now I have 4 years without leaving. Not to pat myself on the back but, for me, that is ...
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March 1 marked 10 months of Orgasm Denial for me. I must say, I am getting used to it. And as they say about money in politics, a few months here, a few months there and pretty soon you're talking about a long time. It is going very well right now. No unpleasant side effects and when they did happen, I used cures that do not involve release.
I say each month that my prior record was 17 months. So I have 2 months to reach one year and 8 months to reach 18 and break the record. The times give m...
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Well, it has been 9 months of continuous obedience to MsPauleyBelle's Orgasm Denial Program. I am doing well with no side effects. And, if I were to have side effects, Mistress Pauley and I have agreed on solutions that do not involve release.
As I say each month, my goal is to match my last record, 17 months, then go without for one more month to beat the record with 18 months. After that, it is up to Mistress Pauley. If she asks me what I want, I would probably beg for more indefinite Orgas...
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January 1 marked 8 months of Orgasm Denial under Mistress Pauley's firm hand. People at work will use the term "firm but fair" to describe a strict boss. Mistress Pauley is firm, for sure. But "fair" does not fit this situation. It is not that Mistress Pauley is not fair, just that the concept does not apply.
My job is to submit to Mistress Pauley's will, not to worry about how "fair" that is. In fact, the more Mistress demands, the more I respond, the more submissive I become, the more I wan...
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