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Mistress Pauley has a recently new Chastity Tease video. I am only allowed to watch it right before I make a trbute or buy her a gift. Otherwise I would spend all my time watching it and, worse yet, it might lose its effect on me.
As I am about to make last week's tribute and today's gift sacrifce, I watched it once. I watched with headphones set on LOUD so as to burn Her Holy Words into my brain. The message is that I will be denied release permanently. That is so cruel and I am not even cer...
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December 1 marked 7 full months without release. Mistress Pauley has me on her strict Orgasm Denial Program. As I have said before, I am not allowed to release. I am not allowed to ask for release. I am allowed to discuss release with her, she seems interested in how it is going. She rarely mentions release with me. I am expected to simply go without and not complain.
She forbids release so as to keep me horny and submissive to her Holy Will. For me, it is like a religious practice. I abstain...
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We don't need no domination
We don't need no mind control
No dark sarcasm in the dungeon
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As of November 1, I have 6 months without release. My obligation to Mistress Pauley is to go without, to not ask for release, to aspire to meet my previous record of 17 months and to beat that by going without for 18 months. After that... but that is a long way off, one year to be exact.
Each month I buy Mistres Pauley an Orgasm Denial Thank You Gift and post here to explain why I picked that gift for her. This months gift is a $200 contribution to a Kickstarter project that will bring her th...
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Today, October 1, marks 5 months of MsPauleyBelle's Orgasm Denial Program. My previous record was 17 months and I am shooting for (or NOT shooting for) more than that this time. So I have at least 13 more months to reach a new record-setting 18 months. Each month I mark my progress by buying Mistress Pauley a gift with some symbolic meaning. The gift is not necessarily expensive but has some meaning for me and for her, hopefully,
This month I offer her a dress she wants for Hallowen and is no...
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My current Slave Contract is for one year but calls for me to offer Ms Pauley Belle add-on months. When those months reach 12, the Slave Contract is to be extended to 2 years plus 3 add-on months. That has now happened so I am committed to serve Mistress Pauley for 2 years puls 3 add-on months.
In addition, the Salve Contract itself was re-cast each year. Mistress Pauley now wants to re-do it during the year so we will do that as well.
Subs might try offering written commitments to their d...
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Today, September 8, marks 5 years of service to Ms Pauley Belle. It started with a short PM to her here in findoms. As I typed, it got longer and I found myself saying that this was a long message for me as I started out to just say I could not serve anybody at the time as I was spending too much. And 5 years later, here we are. Mistress Pauley is very good at working with us submissive little boys who have trouble controlling their spending. She limited my opportunities to spend until I could g...
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These monthly blogs are due on the first of the month and I am 5 days late due to travel. Please forgive me, Ms Pauley Belle. September 1 marks 4 months without release, thank you, Mistress Pauley.
It is our custom for me to present Ms Pauley Belle with a gift on the first of each month to thank her for her Orgasm Denial Program. The symbolism is that while I go without, Mistress Pauley benefits by receiving a submissively presented gift. This month's gift is the red Empire Dress from your Ho...
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I find my interest in being Ms Pauley Belle's slave deepening lately. My arousal comes and goes and is now very intense. The intensity makes me more submissive to her and in ways she seems to like and allows me to do. As days, weeks and months go by without release, I am slowly learning what it means to submit. Submitting is more a feeling than an idea. I get so aroused and I have no possibility of release, which makes me more aroused. And so I need to put those energies elsewhere. And it seems ...
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Hello, everyone,
I had been adding comments to my original Orgasm Denial Revisited Blog to mark each month, but Mistress Pauley prefers a new blog each month. I sent Mistress Pauley a green costume gown for August 1. The meaningfulness of the gift is that I send Mistress gifts to contribute to my enslavement to her.
I am very aroused with the continuing Orgasm Denial Program. Going without is physiological, of course. And, the excitement is increased by knowing I am obeying Mistress Paulet...
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Hi ladies and germs (an old joke),
I used Venmo years ago and must have left $7.00 so I got an escheat notice from them. I tried to sign on and got the irritating message "you have signed on from a different device" so I had to send my email for a code. The code is text and my phone number is land line so I cannot get the code. So I emailed their support and got the following:
"Send us a picture of a government issued photo ID and we will unfreeze your account."
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You would think reviews of long time slaves would be a common practice but I, at least, do not hear of it being done. My question is "what would be included in a slave or sub's evaluation?" I spent decades working in big white collar companis so I have some ideas based on that experience. I see two approaches:
1) Evaluate the slave based on what the domme expects over the time, say a quarter. So items might be adequate giving, striking the right balance between cash, gifts and bill payments, ...
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