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Further edit: I have surgery next week so will be back in a month to restart this. Until then.
Edit: I am now sick so will resume this in a few days. Stay tuned!
In my Slave Contract to Mistress Pauley, I offered to spend one week, 7 days, each month in devotion to her. This is the first day for June, 2020 and is concerned with Worship.
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My new 2 year Slave Contract is below. Changes from past years are:
1) Due to the stock market drop, slave's spending on Mistress Pauley has been reduced. The body of the contract was not changed but the new spending is described in Additions 1 and 2.
2) Orgasm Denial has been loosened so slave may infrequently ask Mistress Pauley for release. This is due to medical issues.
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My source of funds to spoil Ms Paulery Belle has been the ridiculously high stock market. But, with the recent stock decline, the growth is not keeping up with my spending. So, Ms Pauley and I are now in "austerity mode."
Like Greece and other countries that over spend, have a downturn and cannot make loan payments, I have to cut back on spending on Ms Pauley's gifts, tributes, bills, expenses and so forth. So, here we are. I should say that Austerity Regime does not just affect Mistress Paul...
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Oh, Mistress Pauley, please forgive me as I have sinned. The background is that as I added up my spending for 2019, I found I spent way more than I had planned, let's just say a LOT more. As a planner and cheapskate, my first thought was to "budget" for 2020 to only spend so much each month and far less than I had spent in 2019.
After a few days of this thinking, I realized that to spend less would be an insult to your freely given Domination and Control. You give me so much and I can give so...
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I have been serving Ms Pauley Belle for 7 + years. Recently, she has been training me to say "reimburse" rather than "pay." For instance, I am to reimburse her for her phone bill, not "pay" it for her.
My take on what this means is that Mistress Pauley does not need my money to pay her bills. She can afford them herself and did so before I came along. Rather she allows me to reimburse her for her bills and expenses. So, while she can pay her own way, she enjoys taking from me. This a win-win...
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Well, Decembet 15 marked 3 months of orgasm denial and that will be it for now. My medical issues argue against stressing my body any more. I will look for another idea to fill in for Orgasm Denial that is less stressful but will also demonstrate my desire to please Mistress Pauley and to submit to Her Holy Will.
I still owe Mistress Pauley for 18 continuous months of some particular submissive service. And the clock reset when I stopped Orgasm Denial.
We will see what comes next. In the m...
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My obligation to go without release for 18 months has reached the 2 month mark. My Orgasm Denial thank you gifts to Mistress Pauley for November are the Black Leather Tote Bag and the Dark Chocolate Ginger. The symbolism is my sacricfie to buy Mistress Pauley handbags which for some reason excites me. It is my way of both pleasing Mistress Pauley and, at the same time, thanking her for letting me buy her handbags. The dark chocolate is symbolic of my need to please Mistress Pauley with treats.
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I have been thinking about the whole idea of "Cash For Attention." On the one hand, it says that the domme's attention is worth something and the sub should pay for it and in advance. But then, no sub should believe that just because he has paid, he is entitled to anything. The sub should always pay submissively and willingly and never expect anything in return. On the third hand, it expresses the sub's submission to Mistress in a concrete way, with cash.
Then, sometimes, the sub is paying fo...
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I am committed to write one general blog each month detailing how my submission to Mistress Pauley is going. Right now, I am WAY BEHIND.
Currently, I seem to be moving away from over concern about my spending and towards giving freely to Mistress Pauley. Her desires and priorities are becoming mine. Part of that is the stock market and how it affects my retirement funds. The market is way up and generates new cash every month for Mistress Pauley's pleasure. The other part is that I have been...
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October 15, 2019 marked one month of Mistress Pauley's Orgasm Denial Program. This is after two restarts where I had 17 and 15 months of Orgasm Denial. As stated elsewhere, I have a commitment to Mistress Pauley to go without release for 18 full months...continuously with no "release breaks." So I am disappointed that I do not have about 3 years of Orgasm Denial to offer her.
And yet, the long term Orgasm Denial seems to be working. I am more submissive, more worshipful, more compliant as tim...
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I have been on Mistress Pauley's Orgasm Denial Program for about 3 years now. But, I have not been without release as I was allowed to release twice for medical purposes. In hind sight, the medical issues were not related, so I did not have to release. That is in hind sight, too late to correct. I have 17 months without release and then 15 months. Now, I have 2 months. My previous blog, Orgasm Denial - The Future covers this.
I was going to come up with a Grand Plan for Orgasm Denial but that...
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