Oh my Goddess, I have been SO submissive to Mistress Pauley lately after 8 years of submissive service. Three or four years ago, I thought I could NOT be any more submissive to Mistress Pauley, But now here we are at 8 years and I am SO MUCH MORE submissive to Her Holy Will. Part of her training is she has not let me cum for 6 years except for rare medical issues. At one point I began to understand why she denies me orgasm as I groveled before her tease and denial photos and chose gifts from ...

My obligation to go without release for 18 months has reached the 2 month mark. My Orgasm Denial thank you gifts to Mistress Pauley for November are the Black Leather Tote Bag and the Dark Chocolate Ginger. The symbolism is my sacricfie to buy Mistress Pauley handbags which for some reason excites me. It is my way of both pleasing Mistress Pauley and, at the same time, thanking her for letting me buy her handbags. The dark chocolate is symbolic of my need to please Mistress Pauley with treats. ...

As of November 1, I have 6 months without release. My obligation to Mistress Pauley is to go without, to not ask for release, to aspire to meet my previous record of 17 months and to beat that by going without for 18 months. After that... but that is a long way off, one year to be exact. Each month I buy Mistres Pauley an Orgasm Denial Thank You Gift and post here to explain why I picked that gift for her. This months gift is a $200 contribution to a Kickstarter project that will bring her th...