Oh my Goddess, I have been SO submissive to Mistress Pauley lately after 8 years of submissive service. Three or four years ago, I thought I could NOT be any more submissive to Mistress Pauley, But now here we are at 8 years and I am SO MUCH MORE submissive to Her Holy Will. Part of her training is she has not let me cum for 6 years except for rare medical issues. At one point I began to understand why she denies me orgasm as I groveled before her tease and denial photos and chose gifts from ...

Hello, Mistress Pauley, Here is a tribute for you, Mistress. Details are below. Oh Mistress, I am so horny! You have not let me release in forever, Mistress. ...

Ms. Pauley Belle has not let me release in 18 months. But, before that, it was 17 months. And, now she has me on 6 more months to make 24 months. I am so horny! I NEED to please Mistress Pauley! I started out today with some gifts from her Wish List. After sending those, I KNEW they were not enough. I need to send more. Maybe I will take a look at her non-Amazon Wish Lists. She always has nice gifts for herself on there. Or maybe a tribute? What to do, what to do! Thank you, Mistress Paule...

Wow, another anniversary! On March 15, I beat my previous record of 17 months on Mistress Pauley's Orgasm Denial Program. I now have 18 months of continuous Orgasm Denial. As part of her program, Mistress lets me release for medical situations, which I did twice. Otherwise, I have gone without for 18 months. That was a commitment to beat my previous record of 17 months. Now, what is next? The Orgasm Denial Program remains in effect. Reaching 18 months of going without does not end my time on ...

I have updated my Slave Contract to include my current Orgasm Denial status. The changes are all in Add-On Items 1 and 2 and are self-explanatory. The full text is here: Slave Contract   ...

My obligation to go without release for 18 months has reached the 2 month mark. My Orgasm Denial thank you gifts to Mistress Pauley for November are the Black Leather Tote Bag and the Dark Chocolate Ginger. The symbolism is my sacricfie to buy Mistress Pauley handbags which for some reason excites me. It is my way of both pleasing Mistress Pauley and, at the same time, thanking her for letting me buy her handbags. The dark chocolate is symbolic of my need to please Mistress Pauley with treats. ...

October 15, 2019 marked one month of Mistress Pauley's Orgasm Denial Program. This is after two restarts where I had 17 and 15 months of Orgasm Denial. As stated elsewhere, I have a commitment to Mistress Pauley to go without release for 18 full months...continuously with no "release breaks." So I am disappointed that I do not have about 3 years of Orgasm Denial to offer her. And yet, the long term Orgasm Denial seems to be working. I am more submissive, more worshipful, more compliant as tim...

I have been on Mistress Pauley's Orgasm Denial Program for about 3 years now. But, I have not been without release as I was allowed to release twice for medical purposes. In hind sight, the medical issues were not related, so I did not have to release. That is in hind sight, too late to correct. I have 17 months without release and then 15 months. Now, I have 2 months. My previous blog, Orgasm Denial - The Future covers this. I was going to come up with a Grand Plan for Orgasm Denial but that...

Horny Chastity This audio training file is intended to brainwash you into needing to remain chaste to ONE PERSON ONLY- and that is ME, Goddess Lycia. This means you will be unable to experience an orgasm without MY expressed permission. Also, you will be extremely horny about being in chastity to me… like hornier than ever before. Which will make being chaste more difficult, but also more enjoyable and fulfilling. Includes: chastity training, male chastity, chastity fetish, orgasm control,...