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We are back from DomCon, whew! I attended with Ms Pauley Belle, Belle Darlin and 2 other subs. Ms Pauley talked me into it as I tend to hunker down here at home and not get involved. In fact, that may be why I am an online money slave. DomCon was a real eye opener for me. At my advanced age, I had never experienced a play room. And I did not know "suspension" was even a thing. I had never seen a female sub in action, another real eye opener. I had opportunity to "play" but declined. I am...

Hi, everybody, Below is my updated Slave Contract with Mistress Pauley. The change may be seen at the bottom if you scroll down. It is that she wants me to kneel naked whenever I spend on her. Of course, not having privacy to do so does not mean I should skip spending. Interestingly, I keep forgetting to get on my knees naked. And with Fall and Winter coming, it will be easy to "forget" to strip naked and kneel. Me, "mister submissive." ...

It has been 11 months since Mistress Pauley let me release! I am "getting used to it" if that expression makes any sense. That is, I am accepting that I will never get used to it but I have to continue to please Mistress Pauley. In another month, of course, it will be one full year. At that point, I plan to beg Mistress Pauley for more time without release. I believe it increases my submission to Mistress' will and makes me more obedient. For instance, I have a "budget" of money to spend each ye...

As of July 15, it has been 10 months since Mistress Pauley let me release. At first, it was short periods of time and I was allowed release. Then, a longer period where I looked forward to release but it never arrived. Third, I realized the Orgasm Denial was indefinite. Now I wonder if the next stage may be Permanent Orgasm Denial? That is, as long as I serve Mistress Pauley, I can look forward to going without release. Of course, Mistress may allow release sometime, but the point is I would con...

Wow, I really overdid it this last month in my spending on Mistress Pauley. I spent about twice as much as my "money slavery budget" allows. I know what you're thinking, don't I want to give everything to Mistress Pauley? Of course, that is the ideal, but I also have to eat, pay rent, put gas in the car and pay taxes. I tend to be a "splurger" in money slavery and then run away when I have spent too much, only to come crawling back when my need to spend is too great to deny. That is why my Slave...

It has been nine months since Mistress Pauley allowed me to release. When we started this, I was looking for some kinky fun. I had no idea it would go on for so long. The rules are I am not allowed to ask for release. Mistress Pauley will allow that as she sees fit. I am allowed to talk about Orgasm Denial, but only in general terms, like thanking her submissively for it. I am also not allowed to touch although I can ask for that. I rarely ask as I do not want to be disrespectful to Mistress Pau...

with Ms Pauley Belle. Below is my first PM to Mistress Pauley. In hindsight, I see that I was hooked from the first contact. For one thing, it was long for me, usually I come to the point quickly. And, all my fine talk about "not being able to serve" was just that, talk. Here is the text: ...

My 2017 - 2018 Slave Contract to Ms Pauley Belle is below. Some changes are: A full year, no more few months at a time Monthly orgasm denial tribute ...

In a few days, it will be 6 months of Orgasm Denial! Mistress Pauley's approach is to expect me to go without. She never or rarely mentions release. I am not allowed to ask for release. I can talk about Orgasm Denial but not to ask for it. So the result is I pass the days without release. After 6 months, I am very horny. But Mistress expects me to channel my sex energy into pleasing her. I am learning to always put her pleasure before my own. Thank you for Orgasm Denial, Mistress Pauley. I am...

Hi subs and slaves, The main reason I entered into a slave contract with Mistress Pauley is so that I would continue to serve when I did not feel like it. So I cannot drop out just because I am spending to much money, have other interests, burnt out with money slavery and so on. Service to Mistress continues whether I want it or not. There are certain aspects which I enjoy, however. In my case, I agree to a lot but "Mistress will do nothing for slave except as she wishes." I agree to make ...

Mistress Pauley expects me to sacrifice for her gifts and tributes but not to spend so much that I feel compelled to leave. So for 2017, I came up with a budget for my vanilla life and all other moneys go toward her pleasure. I used to live on my Social Security but added my small pension in 2014. So, I started by doing a 2017 budget based on what I lived on in 2013. Then, the small pension can go towards Mistress Pauley's gifts and tributes. Next, I reserved all of my IRA RMD for Mistress P...

Hello, Everybody, As much as I enjoy paying Mistress Pauley's bills, she does not let me pay her monthly and other regular bills. She has funds for that and prefers I spend what little I have pleasing her with gifts. But, she does let me pay some of her occasional bills. Mistress Pauley let me pay her real estate tax bill last year and I am still tingling from the excitement! She finds these large bills irritating and I can relieve her irritation by paying them for her. And, although she d...