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I started my journey years ago under my queen as a sub. I used to think I am a real man. But then slowly my transformation begins , I start liking being used. To make sure I am on right path I start serving as money slave to my queen. Sending tributes , buying gifts etc. Then my next step was to become complete beta and for that my queen decided to make me her cuck. I started paying for dates of my queen with real man. I realised I can never satisfy my queen like a real alpha man can. In o...

I been in this lifestyle for over 2 years now. I got introduced to findom by exploring other fetishes by my queen. Slowly I start moving away from these fetishes and now I mostly focus on drainings or sending tributes in way or other. I am into my third pay day loan now , my credit cards are maxed out. I have start thinking to move towards bankruptcy now. My queen has allready told me the dangers assciciated with it , but my mind keep on telling me to push towards it. As for me the more money ...

I serve my queen and her real man. He is way superior to me and please my queen in a way I never can. I obey several duties as their servant cuck. Some of them are : Pay for their dates : I pay for my queen and her real man dates. I make sure I pay for the bills that are generated during these dates. Pray : I have my own cuck prayer , I call my queen and her man my superior alpha couple. And I pray everytime I do something for them. ...

Before I stepped into d/s I used to buy new clothes every month whether I need them or not. I used to go out a lot and spent lot of money on takeaways also. After stepping in d/s things changed a lot. And today I can't remember when I bought myself any clothing , may be eight months ago. I have stop going out , not completely but reduced a lot. Things changed because I start understanding that the money I spent on myself can be utilised in a better way. It can be use to tribute my owner , to...

If u ask this to me before I start my journey being submissive to my queen , I would had said I hate being a cuck. But know my queen has conditioned my mind so much that now I serve my queen and her real man. I have realise now that I am a beta male. My job being a cuck is to pay for dates for my queen and her real man. I know I cannot get my queen as a real man can but I can buy my queen date night outfits so that her and alpha can enjoy themselves. I know my role know to serve the superior cou...

I am devoted to my owner completely. She owns everything about me. I had never devoted to someone like this in my whole life. People have religions but my religion is to worship my queen. To say my prayers on my knees everyday. Like a normal human being I do made mistakes but I make sure that I rectify those mistakes in form of apology and gifts. She is superior to me and I want to kiss her shoes.This shows how powerful she is over me. I love her a lot , I care for her a lot. If she gets ang...

Imagine if nothing in bank account left , and you are only left with satisfaction of pleasing your owner. That's how draining works for me , whenever my queen took every single penny away from my account. It gives me a satisfaction that I have pleased her in a way. I have given her everything I have and don't even left with a single penny. It shows that how devoted I am to her. It gives my queen pleasure as well that her slave has given her everything and is surviving on only his devotion till m...

We live in a society today where still acceptance of fetishes in normal day today life is rare. But with lot of media awareness and movies based upon femdom themes , the wheel has start turning now. Fetishes are beautiful and they can bring a change in ourselves which is good for our own wellbeing. As a submissive I can't bottle up my fetishes and if I will try to do so they will create hindrance in my growth as a human being. So instead of bottling them up , I have try to live them and I can...

Everyone has got a role to play in life. Some roles are designed for us naturally , submission is one of them for me. I knew my queen for long time as normal friend but we start my journey to submission about a year back. We started as I was telling her about how I feel inside and how I want to submit to her. I was a novice which needed to be trained to be where I am today. I started by weekly tributes. Today I am on a journey to become what I was designed for. I buy presents for her , never mi...