I find my interest in being Ms Pauley Belle's slave deepening lately. My arousal comes and goes and is now very intense. The intensity makes me more submissive to her and in ways she seems to like and allows me to do. As days, weeks and months go by without release, I am slowly learning what it means to submit. Submitting is more a feeling than an idea. I get so aroused and I have no possibility of release, which makes me more aroused. And so I need to put those energies elsewhere. And it seems ...