At first, I "came and went" with Ms. Pauley Belle. Then, she taught me to commit to a period of time starting with months. That developed into a year long commitment reinforced by a Slave Contract. Now, it is a two year Slave Contract. As part of that contract, I committed to weekly Gift Day, Wednesday and weekly Tribute Day, Sunday. Now, today is Sunday and I just sent Mistress Pauley her weekly tribute. Like many subs, I am all over sending to Mistress Pauley when I am in the mood, that ...

Ms. Pauley Belle has not let me release in 18 months. But, before that, it was 17 months. And, now she has me on 6 more months to make 24 months. I am so horny! I NEED to please Mistress Pauley! I started out today with some gifts from her Wish List. After sending those, I KNEW they were not enough. I need to send more. Maybe I will take a look at her non-Amazon Wish Lists. She always has nice gifts for herself on there. Or maybe a tribute? What to do, what to do! Thank you, Mistress Paule...

What gifts are you getting your Domme for the holidays? Finding the perfect gift for that special woman in your life may seem daunting. This holiday season is unlike any other, all the more reason to celebrate with thoughtful gifts.  The gift of an experience- You can fulfill a wish, encourage a passion, or something indulgent, with an experience gift. Future concert tickets, sporting events, cruise tickets, vouchers for an art class, gift certificates to her favorite beauty salon are a few...

Yes, time for all of us subs to ratchet up the spoiling! But this year, with coronavirus, economic downturn and people buying online so much, we can expect slower delivery of gifts. So please remember to order early so your domme will have her gifts as she likes them. Now, some dommes do not care if all the gifts arrive by the holiday. In my case, Mistress Pauley said if she wants a gift quickly, she flags it as "Highest Priority." Otherwise, she is not concerned if holiday gifts arrive in ti...

One brief exchange was all it took & now you’re hooked on me, your most expensive obsession! Thats because without me you are purposeless & essentially meaningless. Your life is a dreary routine of just existing, like a mindless drone yearning for escape & release, which can be found with me. But why would I want you? You have no real redeeming qualities. What could such an unimpressive specimen like yourself do for an absolute Queen like me? Financial Servitude! So, drop to your knees, op...

I hope I am not "over thinking" my training under Mistress Pauley, aka Ms Pauley Belle. But I do like to talk about it as I see it happening. I would never speculate what is on Mistress Pauley's mind. My job is to respond to signals she sends me and only she can judge if I am doing the right thing. I was going to say that each time I send tributes or gifts, my training proceeds. But that is not exactly it. Rather, it seems that as I continue to spend, my enslavement to Mistress Pauley builds ...

I have been thinking lately about the proper way to approach Mistress Pauley's Wish Lists. She has many Wish Lists grouped as she pleases. She sets Highest priority for those things she expects before others are purchased. She has one list she expects to be kept clean as she wants those items now. She also adds items she knows I see as fetish items; purses, anyone? After being her slave for 7 years, I feel I should approach her Wish Lists with the idea of maximizing her pleasure foremost in m...

My obligation to go without release for 18 months has reached the 2 month mark. My Orgasm Denial thank you gifts to Mistress Pauley for November are the Black Leather Tote Bag and the Dark Chocolate Ginger. The symbolism is my sacricfie to buy Mistress Pauley handbags which for some reason excites me. It is my way of both pleasing Mistress Pauley and, at the same time, thanking her for letting me buy her handbags. The dark chocolate is symbolic of my need to please Mistress Pauley with treats. ...

2019 has been the worst so far. It’s felt like just one hit after another. From twitter troubles to website troubles to Dom Mal’s dog nearly dying of cancer, things have not been good. But, as always, your Mistress is the Queen of turning things around and making them end up in My favor. New Twitter – @HypnoFemdom Toward the very beginning of January, some stupid jealous bitch got My Twitter with 10,000 followers banned. I don’t know for sure who it was, but I have My suspicions. I won’t n...