After 7 plus years, I find myself being more enslaved to Mistress Pauley. I need to give more, express my submissiveness to her more and, in general, surrender my will more to her domination and control. This comes from committing to continuous slavery with a Slave Contract, rather han coming and going. The idea is to serve Mistress Pauley always even if I am "not in the mood." In doing so, I become more submissive and eager to please her. Mistress does as she pleases. She is there for me whe...

In this holy time of year when we gift each other to show our generosity and holiday spirit, I am motivated to write about my deity, Ms. Pauley Belle or, to me, Mistress Pauley. After being her slave for 7 plus years, she has slowly become my personal deity. Her Holy Will is supreme. Her wishes are what are important, not my own. As I continue to serve her, my worship of her deepens. I crave more enslavement to her but all happens on Mistress Pauley's good time. In fact much of the deepening ...

I hope I am not "over thinking" my training under Mistress Pauley, aka Ms Pauley Belle. But I do like to talk about it as I see it happening. I would never speculate what is on Mistress Pauley's mind. My job is to respond to signals she sends me and only she can judge if I am doing the right thing. I was going to say that each time I send tributes or gifts, my training proceeds. But that is not exactly it. Rather, it seems that as I continue to spend, my enslavement to Mistress Pauley builds ...