After 7 plus years, I find myself being more enslaved to Mistress Pauley. I need to give more, express my submissiveness to her more and, in general, surrender my will more to her domination and control. This comes from committing to continuous slavery with a Slave Contract, rather han coming and going. The idea is to serve Mistress Pauley always even if I am "not in the mood." In doing so, I become more submissive and eager to please her. Mistress does as she pleases. She is there for me whe...

Further edit: I have surgery next week so will be back in a month to restart this. Until then. Edit: I am now sick so will resume this in a few days. Stay tuned! In my Slave Contract to Mistress Pauley, I offered to spend one week, 7 days, each month in devotion to her. This is the first day for June, 2020 and is concerned with Worship. ...

I have updated my Slave Contract to include my current Orgasm Denial status. The changes are all in Add-On Items 1 and 2 and are self-explanatory. The full text is here: Slave Contract   ...

I have been on Mistress Pauley's Orgasm Denial Program for about 3 years now. But, I have not been without release as I was allowed to release twice for medical purposes. In hind sight, the medical issues were not related, so I did not have to release. That is in hind sight, too late to correct. I have 17 months without release and then 15 months. Now, I have 2 months. My previous blog, Orgasm Denial - The Future covers this. I was going to come up with a Grand Plan for Orgasm Denial but that...