You know when you are in the right business. Your body screams with excitement and you can't wait to get started with creating, playing and just loving it. I had a dream before I was an adult to find something that made me feel this way. Any decision I made had to fill me with that amount of excitement. Few people know that this is your inter self telling you that you are on the right path in life. ...

I am committed to write one general blog each month detailing how my submission to Mistress Pauley is going. Right now, I am WAY BEHIND. Currently, I seem to be moving away from over concern about my spending and towards giving freely to Mistress Pauley. Her desires and priorities are becoming mine. Part of that is the stock market and how it affects my retirement funds. The market is way up and generates new cash every month for Mistress Pauley's pleasure. The other part is that I have been...

October 15, 2019 marked one month of Mistress Pauley's Orgasm Denial Program. This is after two restarts where I had 17 and 15 months of Orgasm Denial. As stated elsewhere, I have a commitment to Mistress Pauley to go without release for 18 full months...continuously with no "release breaks." So I am disappointed that I do not have about 3 years of Orgasm Denial to offer her. And yet, the long term Orgasm Denial seems to be working. I am more submissive, more worshipful, more compliant as tim...

I have been on Mistress Pauley's Orgasm Denial Program for about 3 years now. But, I have not been without release as I was allowed to release twice for medical purposes. In hind sight, the medical issues were not related, so I did not have to release. That is in hind sight, too late to correct. I have 17 months without release and then 15 months. Now, I have 2 months. My previous blog, Orgasm Denial - The Future covers this. I was going to come up with a Grand Plan for Orgasm Denial but that...

I have a few subs who I have real intellectual conversations with and I love pushing their minds about an array of topics. Me, being a sapiosexual person, (look it up if you don't know what that is boys) actually looks forward to these rare emails where its paragraphs of replies. We had a long conversation the other day about submission or subjugation. Which came first? A good sub should want to submit. However, a Domme can push limits, require a sub to do something hes uncomfortable with, but h...

Note that this was taken straight from my blog on both Hepays and my Website. It annoys me to some extent that my online posts seem to come off to some subs that I am only interested in the extreme financial domination dynamic. So in this blog I am going to try and break it down a little to explain a few things. ...

So a few days ago someone asked me why I don't take down blogs that are obviously rants.    My answer was simply this: ...

QueenFae About me: Started training as a submissive in 2000. Started dominating in 2001. ...

Everyone has their own likes/dislikes,has their own boundaries and limits,not everyone likes the same kink or enjoys the same fetish  Each Domme sets her own rules and does things her own way,not all subs like to be called names or want to be humiliated  It is not a one size fits all scenario,kink is not generic,not everyone wants to serve/be served in the same way ...

So recently I spent time with a male from another site. I refuse to name him due to the fact that I do not par-take in drama. Also if you are a Domme who knows this person by how I have described it DON'T name him. You may message me. But no public freebies.   So a few weeks ago I had more and a few days of private chat with and account on here. The personality behind the account was fun to talk to and general enjoyed all that we spoke about. It wasn't all kink related. Some was over his b...

Where did Charlotte go?    Well, I am still here. But not here. For the next 12 weeks at the very least I begin a chapter in my vanilla life that will also impact my kink life.  ...