rogue38’s post about his learning caused me to reflect on my own journey. I feel some changes within and I guess I wanted to try to find words for some of my evolving feelings. As a result, this blog starts out reasonably cohesive and then kinda drifts off. ;) rogue38 mentioned the difficulty of chastity. I think it is quite complicated. I have explored chastity for extended periods…the longest was 6 months.  Aside from the obvious physical struggle, I find it does different things to me psy...

I have always had submissive feelings towards women for as long as I can remember. In my early 20, I learned about the world of Femdom. It was an amazing experience to see all kinds of men submit to powerful women. I knew that was what I wanted to do. I wanted to find a strong independent alpha female to devote my life to. The town I had moved to for college didn’t have a big kink community, so I took to online to learn about that world. That is what lead me to the world of Findom. It was very d...

I try to please Mistress Pauley, but I sometimes come up short. I have 2 sins to confess - 1) I asked myself if I should send you gifts or a tribute, Mistress. The obvious answer is both. 2) I then started to send you $100.00 tribute, Mistress. But then I looked at and enjoyed your wonderful "choker" photo and I knew right away that I should send more, so I sent $200.00, Mistress. ...

He's a difficult one to get a hold of. Being in the DC area, it's no surprise that he's working 14-16 hours a day. Is it because he's a politician? I'll never tell.  Texting is our preferred way of communication. It's efficient but emotionless. There's no time for that. "Dinner next week? I'm available whenever you need." Me: "Thursday at 8. Tapas?" "Yes, Goddess. I'll make reservations." I felt my excitement was palpable through each letter typed though. He's been checking everythng off of m...

Ok, so I'm posting this here to clarify my position and to save the repetition of explaining myself. I said this first in, I think, 2002 and haven't expressed it any better since. (Ladies, forgive me if you've read this before, clearly males here think I'm a newcomer!) Financial Slavery: ...

Well, here I am again after a few years break. I joined when the site was first created and it's gone through a few changes since then! Wonderful to see some familiar faces here and I'm looking forward to getting to know some new ones. Had a few hiccups with being cam verified because of using Apple tech but we got there in the end. Thanks for your help and patience. (Using iPhone to type this, so let's see if it posts ok):smiley: ...

I believe in quality over quantity. I have a very small circle of subs. The subs who currently serve me now, have served me for years. Are you the kind of quality I am looking for in a sub? Prove you are worthy of being part of my small circle of subs. We can discuss the possibility. Take the first step and approach with tribute ready. Send me a DM.