Having a sub.

You know through out the years. I always tried to be submissive. Tried to be the one to take the orders. Never give them.  In so many ways I was unhappy. I was unhappy with the thought of doing what I was told.  Hated it.  Until I switched the role and never looked back.  Getting my first taste of being in control,  degrading someone and being handed 100's of dollars.  How could I ever look back at the submissive life.  I was in control and I love it. 

It's always been exciting to me having someone cater to every need, every want. Not worrying about how my bills will be paid. How ill shop for myself. 

 The thought of someone catering to me. Being obsessed with me. 100% know their place and know that their wallet is what makes me the happiest.   Knowing my happiest is their Prue goal .  Thats the dream .