Orgasm Denial One Year!

May 15 was the one year anniversary of my going without release for Mistress Pauley. By now, I am getting used to not releasing. My goal is to build going without into my routine so I do not even notice. I am not there yet, but am working on it. After one year, however, I can see how going withput permanently would be doable. Of course, I am not really going without. Literally, I am not releasing without Mistress Pauley's permission. But as she does not give permission, it amounts to the same thing.

It's not a contest, but my prior record was 17 months. So I have 5 more months to match the record and 6 months to beat it. I am thinkg that, after one year, I might stop monthly blogs about it. Or maybe I should reach 18 months then stop? I will discuss with Mistress Pauley.

Thank you for not letting me release, Mistress Pauley. I need this to remind me that the pleasure is all yours, Mistress Pauley.

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