Pain

Pain.. It's something feared and cherished, it paints life with excitement. You mourn the loss of a loved one and you feel the cut, the pain pours out of you endlessly. The pain brings you to a new place, clots form and the wound scabs over. Though the scar reminds you of that place. That place follows you - failed relationships, marriage, zero social life - endless torturous misery. What are you to do? You are in pain but and out of control. You long for someone to guide you, though you have grown accustomed to your own agony. You need it, it drives you to survive. It has in a way become a shadow, its attached itself and now it's a hunger you cannot satisfy - not with anything you have done. You've turned to vices to try and get your fill but nothing satisfies you anymore. Something deeper yearns to be controlled, to be at the feet of a Mistress and embrace true pain like you have never experienced before. I can help you my pet, give me the reigns and you will never have to worry again. I will be the gatekeeper - the one that remind you of your scars and creates new ones. I will break you apart just so we can put you back together - your true hearts desire has always been pain...