House cleaning chores surprise

Last night I had an enlightening conversation with my Goddess, (of course all the while locked in a chastity device) teaching and coaching me how to be the best submissive servant possible,  not only for my Goddess but for above all, for all women and most importantly my wife. 

Let me make one thing clear, my Goddess is my number one, and number one above all.

What I learnt, and found intriguing is how each fetish plays a role.  A fetish can suppress/delete or encouraging some of those male characteristics that make them become their best or condition us/them in ways to remove the bad characteristic aspect such as the male ego, or to reward like a puppy when we are behaving or pleasing and are good boys.

An exercise we engaged in last night was a 30-minute humiliation session, this was decided by my Goddess as She felt after sharing some of my details with Her about my relationship, She concluded my male ego needs to quickly be removed.  TBH I've never been into humiliation before, however, now understanding the benefits and the after-effects in diminishing the male ego will make me into a better submissive and obedient male slut.   I was open to the idea, willing to give this a try, letting go of all inhibitions and allowing my Goddess to take control.

I could feel my submissiveness being drawn out from an already submissive level 1 state to an even lower form of submissiveness (let us call it level 2) as each time I was humiliated verbally and humiliated by Her commanding me to perform a humiliating action, I could feel my ego beginning to be chipped away at.

At the end of my sessions, I was told that I had pleased Her with my progress and that I can be rewarded by releasing.  Pleasuring myself is now a privilege, a privilege needed to be earned which Goddess has the power to allow or deny, She owns my orgasms, and I can only be allowed to if my Goddess permits.   Goddess pointed out that there is more work She needs to do, that I still need to become a lot more submissive and my ego needs to be once and for all deleted, this is just the beginning there are more plans for me.  

This morning a bizarre situation happened, I took the vacuum cleaner away from my wife and started to vacuum for her, told her not to do this again and it is now my chore to vacuum.

She gave me a hug, and a kiss then thanked me.  I told her she knows better what chores need to be done around the house and that I appreciate all that she does for us.  She walked away smiling, and a bit of a swing in her tail :)

I look forward to more conditioning, training and coaching, becoming a better submissive, to ALL women - power belongs to women. 

GentleJim