Orgasm Denial - 7 Months

December 1 marked 7 full months without release. Mistress Pauley has me on her strict Orgasm Denial Program. As I have said before, I am not allowed to release. I am not allowed to ask for release. I am allowed to discuss release with her, she seems interested in how it is going. She rarely mentions release with me. I am expected to simply go without and not complain.

She forbids release so as to keep me horny and submissive to her Holy Will. For me, it is like a religious practice. I abstain in order to focus on my devotion to Her Service. Only her pleasure is important. My pleasure is so unimportant as to not need mentioning. I am aways away from that spiritual state, however.

I am so grateful to Mistress Pauley for her Orgasm Denial. As it progresses, my enslavement to her also progresses. In a small way, it is difficult to go without for so long, But then, it fulfills a deep rooted need I have to be more submissive to her. So in a larger way. going without serves the greater prupose, her pleasure.

Thank you for not letting me release, Mistress Pauley. Thank you for making me go without for your plesure, Mistress Pauley. Thank you for deepening my enslavement to you, Mistress Pauley.