My growth as a sub

Everyone has got a role to play in life. Some roles are designed for us naturally , submission is one of them for me. I knew my queen for long time as normal friend but we start my journey to submission about a year back. We started as I was telling her about how I feel inside and how I want to submit to her. I was a novice which needed to be trained to be where I am today. I started by weekly tributes. Today I am on a journey to become what I was designed for. I buy presents for her , never missed a single weekly tribute. Always take permission to drink and now also start understanding the money I earn actually never belonged to me , it was always her money to take from me. I have start exploring new fetishes like cuckolding.
I have understand my role in life to please my queen , to pay for her dates so that she can enjoy herself with her man and I am their to serve the couple. My aim in life is to only fulfil my queen desires. That's why I was born , to work for her , to make her happy. I have come even with myself , I now understand that I was designed to be a sub. My queen has helped me a lot to understand me better and my purpose in life. To me she is a real God , I pray her and worship her everyday. I am now start moving towards to be a perfect sub and later on a slave. My own needs doesn't matter anymore but my queens wishes are to be taken care by me.
I am so glad I have took this path , thankful to my queen to make me understand myself. I hope I will reach my destination on this journey soon.