Growth in Domination

Growth is very important to me, and it is something I will always seek to do. I have already changed so much as a Domme, and I am proud of where I stand at this moment. However, what really amazes me is how subs come to life under service to me. I always start my sessions without any real expectations except to have fun in the process, but recently they have ended with such profound connections.

As a sessions begins I feel myself start to slowly change, and I enjoy monitoring the sub to see when he senses the difference. Then, it’s a completely different experience for the both of us. Often, there are tears of pain, but there is also more behind those tears as well. It’s a culmination of pain, release, and abandonment. I see their legs begin to shake as the adrenaline spikes. Then, I can tell when they are flooded with endorphins because a smile appears despite the pain. Their eyes glaze over in lust, and that’s when I know they’ll start to want more. More pain, more tears, more of my laughter, smiles, humiliation, but also praise.

All the while, I am feel my own rush of endorphins at the same time. My cheeks flush, my smile becomes wider, and I can’t help but laugh at what the subs are doing. Yet, I’m also get aroused as much as the sub is despite some of the questionable things going on. We both don’t want it to end, but it has to end at some point.

What we both subconsciously know is that there is now an invisible red thread that connects us regardless of time, place, or circumstance. The thread my stretch or tangle, but will never break. They always come back because by the end of the session the quiet tears are of acceptance. Absolute and total submission for me. The person that pushed them into a sub-space they have never experienced before. A deep realization, an epiphany, which hits them hard when they realize they were only living a shadow of a life.

That is what I love the most about my domination, and what I will always seek to achieve.

-Mistress Kat