Hiatus

I've been thinking about this for a little while now, and while I LOVE findom and everything about it, I'm just not in the right head space right now for any of this.

It took me a little while to recognize the fact that I'm not thinking clearly and that my mood swings are affecting the way I approach things.

I'm taking a hiatus from Findom because right now I don't feel like I can do my subs or my slaves any justice in the state I'm in.

I was diganosed with Rapid cycling bipolar I a few months ago and even though it was mostly managed I don't feel like myself anymore. I'm taking this time away to get better and to be a better Domme for my subs.
I'm not sure how long I'll be gone but I will be back and I'll be better.

I do want to add a little note: If you're suffering from ANY type of mental illness - get help. Reach out. Tell your Goddess or your Doctor or someone who cares about your well being. We are all humans whether we are dominant or submissive and if you need help - you need it. Needing help with those types of things isn't wrong. I know as a Findom I'm not supposed to *need* but that's when it comes to money and physical things. Don't mess around when it comes to your mental health.

When you're impaired mistakes happen. When mistakes happen people get hurt. I'm very lucky in that I can see when things are getting bad and I can take actions to separate myself while I get things sorted out. It's so important to get the help when you need it.

To my fellow Dommes:
I love you all so incredibly much. You have all been this wonderful support system, teachers, friends, and mentors. I owe everything that I've aspired to be to all of you beautiful strong women who continue to empower me every single day.