Nine Month Orgasm Denial Milestone

It has been nine months since Mistress Pauley allowed me to release. When we started this, I was looking for some kinky fun. I had no idea it would go on for so long. The rules are I am not allowed to ask for release. Mistress Pauley will allow that as she sees fit. I am allowed to talk about Orgasm Denial, but only in general terms, like thanking her submissively for it. I am also not allowed to touch although I can ask for that. I rarely ask as I do not want to be disrespectful to Mistress Pauley.

At first, I would have blue balls but that has gone away. Now I am just in an increased state of arousal. That makes me more submissive to Mistress Pauley, of course. But then it also extends and deepens my submissiveness towards her. So the effect is here and now as well as going forward. As an example, I set a budget for spending on her for this year. Now I am thinking of ways I can sacrifice and have more money to spend for next year.

Oh, Mistress Pauley, thank you for your long term Orgasm Denial program. Please continue my Orgasm Denial, Mistress. Please make me symbolically go without so I may better go without financial things to spend on you, Mistress. Please have your way with me, Mistress. Please take what you want, Mistress. Please deepen my enslavement to you, Mistress. Please make me go without for a full year, Mistress. Please, Mistress.

Thank you, Mistress. I worship you, Mistress.

Your Orgasm Denial slave,

sorrysub aka slave