ada lovelace

My personality has always been an enigma. As a child I was painfully shy, but somehow was dubbed "The Boss" in preschool, painfully insecure yet intimidating to others, desperately wanting a relationship but constantly letting myself be used. Nothing I ever did made much sense to me or anyone else, and I had kind of accepted it up until recently. I don't remember when I first realized I might have deviant sexual desires. I didn't admire the loving couples in TV shows, or the cute teens that were...