For once I am not sure how to start out a blog lol Its been well over a year since I have written. so I guess I will start it off with saying ....Im backkkkkkk lol. The past year has been a crap year for Me sub wise, I say this due to the fact I had two long term subs get gravely ill, one with stomache cancer and the other with prostate cancer, both having  passed away within months of each other which left me devastated.( not looking for a pity party) and questioning a lot of things, both...