Six Months Orgasm Denial!

In a few days, it will be 6 months of Orgasm Denial! Mistress Pauley's approach is to expect me to go without. She never or rarely mentions release. I am not allowed to ask for release. I can talk about Orgasm Denial but not to ask for it. So the result is I pass the days without release. After 6 months, I am very horny. But Mistress expects me to channel my sex energy into pleasing her. I am learning to always put her pleasure before my own. Thank you for Orgasm Denial, Mistress Pauley.

I am allowed to ask to touch but I do that rarely as I see it as disrespectful to Mistress Pauley. I should be going without for myself and serving Mistress submissively. Her pleasure should be my only concern. I am not there yet but I am working on it. Her Orgasm Denial program is helping me along toward living only for her pleasure.

Please, Mistress Pauley, please continue my Orgasm Denial. Please do not let me release. Please show me how to better please you, please, Mistress?