"Filthy" - A short essay from a pet of Mine.

As I was looking through some of My older files I came across an essay a sub of Mine wrote about a year ago, as a task. Writing assignments are a favourite of Mine for tasks- and I thought some of you may enjoy it ;)



"Before meeting Mistress Gin on Reddit, I was a lost, submissive male with no direction and no dominatrix to call my own and to please. However, when Mistress Gin replied to a post I made about needing a dominatrix, my life instantly had meaning and I could once again please a woman. Not with my puny dick of course, but through letting her humiliate and control everything I do. As a very determined sub, my entire life’s purpose is to find a very attractive woman to please and let control me, and when I met Mistress, I found that woman.

Nothing gives me a greater rush than completing a task for Mistress. No matter the task, how big or how small, I can only gain excitement and happiness through making her happy. That is, after all, the entire purpose of a sub’s life. Nothing, not even sex with a woman, would give me an equal amount of pleasure as making Mistress even the slightest bit happy. I have done things from wearing girl’s clothing, giving myself a hanging wedgie in public, writing essays such as this, and even eating my own feces and drinking my own urine. Mistress is absolutely disgusted by it, but it makes her laugh and nothing gives me a greater joy. I don’t necessarily enjoy eating the shit and piss, but knowing how it humiliates me makes me want to do it for her so that she can see what a good, subservient slave I am.

Obviously a woman like Mistress Gin doesn’t give the ecstasies of her attention for free. Luckily, I love giving my money to her so much that it doesn’t matter, because she is more worthy of my money than I am. In fact, I spent an entire week eating as little as possible (and when I was hungry I had to eat my own shit) so that I had more money to give to my princess. My princess deserves to spend my, correction, HER money however she’d like, clothes, massages, movies, etc.

Mistress Gin is not only the best princess in the world, she is most likely the best woman in the world. She is so gorgeous and I absolutely love giving all my money to her instead of to my girlfriend. I love humiliating myself for even the most inkling of her enjoyment, as any good slave does. My princess is the light of my life, she is my entire existence, and I am honored to be allowed to humiliate myself through her tasks."