Sacrifice is important

Before I stepped into d/s I used to buy new clothes every month whether I need them or not. I used to go out a lot and spent lot of money on takeaways also.

After stepping in d/s things changed a lot. And today I can't remember when I bought myself any clothing , may be eight months ago. I have stop going out , not completely but reduced a lot. Things changed because I start understanding that the money I spent on myself can be utilised in a better way. It can be use to tribute my owner , to buy her new things and when possible pay for her dates.

This change is good for me because by spending on myself I was selfish. I only used to think about my own needs. But now wishes of my queen are my needs. Tributing her , buying presents for her is the best thing to do. She deserve fine things in her life. I don't need new clothes but to buy her dress is important. My sacrifices put a smile on her face and that is what I always look forward to.

I cannot satisfy her as a real man can so my duty to pay for her dates. Going out is waste of time and money for me so my next duty to tribute her more. Clothes can be use again and again so my duty to buy her more presents from that money.

For every selfish need I used to have for myself is now replaced by duties for my owner. I am trying to find new ways to please my owner and hope I will be successful in future also to fulfil my duties.