A powerful return to self

I have been away from the online FinDom community for a few months, for both pleasurable reasons and others less so. While I had to contend with some health challenges which culminated in unexpected surgery, I also had the opportunity to do some fabulous traveling to cities both old and new to Me.

Both positive and negative experiences that drastically shift your usual paradigm have a way of allowing you to gain fresh perspective on who you are and what you're doing with your life. For Me, the time away from regular FinDom activity gave some space and opportunity to do just that.

I may have spent some time in the hospital wearing a less-than-glamorous paper gown, but I still commanded extra-special attention and care from hospital staff without even feeling the need to try. I simply inspired that in the people around Me. During My time in London, Los Angeles, New Orleans, Chicago, Dublin, Athens, and Paris, I still attracted just as much random adoration, respect, and special treatment from everyone from waitstaff to cabbies to bartenders to hotel employees as I have long been accustomed to.

Even if I don't outright demand it as I would from a wee submissive weasel in a place like FinDoms, I still command it. A woman who knows, understands, accepts, and feels her inherent power and beauty telegraphs it subconsciously to others. In the vast majority of cases, you inform others about how you expect to be treated and they follow accordingly.

Circumstances just don't matter when you know who you are. And it became very clear to Me through My hiatus that My role in this world was one that wouldn't change even if I wanted it to. It's part of who I am. And so I knew that once I had taken the time I needed/wanted away from actively playing a role in the online FinDom community that it was inevitable that I would return to it. Every little experience confirmed it for Me during My time away.

FinDom is a big part of the life I live when being 100% authentic and true to Myself: To be worshiped. Adored. Admired. Spoiled. Coddled. Appreciated. Made happy through gifts and acts of service. To accept tribute and sacrifices of all kinds.

I want it. And I will have it, because that's the role I occupy in this life.

Brace yourselves and prepare yourselves to give, My dear sweet weasels. I missed you almost as much as you missed Me.

XO,

LL