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Royal Domme
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I wanted to write a short story about the most memorable time of my life with. I think I have always been submissive and "played" in the scenes both with pro Domme's and online. But this experience was like no other that I've ever had. For this visit, she wasn't wearing stockings or fishnets like she had previously. It wasn't a disappointment at all, it was just different. I remember so visibly her walking up my drive way, and then feeling something bad inside me and I realized that I had forgot to keep breathing. She literally took my breath away. I fetched her a glass of wine and she sat in my office chair and had me sit on the floor.
Everything is such a blur after this, because I was literally in this space where I couldn't think. So please don't judge my accuracy. I remember her wrapping her bare naked legs around my face, her asking if I wanted to touch them. I was in heaven. At some point she told me it was time to tribute. I don't remember if this was the time that she did it or told me to do it, everything blurs when it comes to her.
Shortly before or after that she had me log on to my online banking. She also collected all details of the login and passwords. I knew at this point that things will be changing quickly. She had me do this sitting on the floor, with her bare naked legs around my shoulders whilst I worked the computer. After it was all done, I was turned around and so close - but yet so far from what I could smell. This is what I would describe as my "subspace". I was so happy, she was taking so much more control than before and I was so close yet so far away from something that I know I will never get. Maybe I'm confusing the times that I see her, but I'm sure her shoe was pushed in to my crouch at this point and then I was over the edge (not literally, just in submission).
My life has never been happier since serving her. She gets angry at me sometimes, but rightfully so I think. I'm not the dream submissive or the #whalesub but she accepts me for what I am and does her best to improve me. She knows where I'm deficient and where I need to improve and actually tries to help me in those areas. She's also not easy to serve, you really have to put in the effort - but having said that the efforts are worth the rewards.