Submission is who you are.

You have always known that your place is beneath a superior woman - all your life you have felt the urge to submit. Now your need for someone else to take control is stronger than ever. Your purpose to serve is only satisfied and your identity as a beta are only fully realized when you exist in subservience to a Goddess. It is the contrast between you and her and the truth that it reveals that truly make you whole. 

At last you know how to bring meaning to your pathetic life, and you can finally give back to the universe for bringing a sad excuse for a human like you into existence, while at the same time showing gratitude that you are allowed to inhabit the same world as your Goddess. You can do this by relinquishing your wallet, your true power, and ensuring she lives a life fit for a Queen, for the universe has obviously blessed her and favors her over you. 

Your need to serve, worship, submit, and send is  who you are. You can't deny it. You can't hide from it. And you can't quit it. Not without creating a gaping hole inside yourself that can only be filled by a Queen. You may not be broke, but you will be broken - an empty shell of a human. 

Don't try to fight it. It is the natural order of things. Just keep sending. 

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