Where have I been?

Well, as I'm sure the majority of us can agree 2020 has been pretty.. well.. shit. I want to say before I continue I know many of us dommes and subs have been affected by covid-19 and if anyone wishes to talk to me privately I am here for you.
As for me.. well where do I begin?! This year has unfortunately been the worst year of my life. I've lost my grandfather (surprisingly not due to covid!) and the hardest of all, I've lost my family. My parents split early this year and up to that point they showed no signs of a failing marriage. This was, as I'm sure you can imagine, utterly heartbreaking. It affected the relationships I had with my subs and I had to cut my ties as I was not in a good place at all. 

Since then my mother has moved on and found someone new. This has left me with a mix of emotions: anger, happiness, sadness... everything all at once; in a raw bundled up, jumbled up, mess. Whilst I hung on to my parents rekindling, I never imagined one of them to move on so quickly. It's been a confusing and emotionally draining time. Not to mention a move in a job and next week a move in house! All the above meant for a longtime I haven't been able to be myself and therefore would have been unfair to drag my subs through this, as I couldn't give them what they ultimately needed.

I have truly missed being here and sad I lost some lovely connections onlong the way. However, I remain positive and hopeful for my future. Whilst I still look for the right sub, I equally feel thankful for the short-lived relationships I've had. I spread my love & positivity to you all and hope you can heal from such challenging times.

Goddess Gee x