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Mistress Harley
by on March 29, 2016
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It's important to remember that your penis is the least interesting thing about you. As I tell loser boys constantly, the point of Femdom is not for me to cater to whatever fantasies you might have so you can stroke off. The point of Femdom is that I GET WHAT I WANT, and that you offer that to me without feeling entitled to any attention for your dick. To me, that is service.

Here's a little journal entry I made one of my pindick fatfuck slaves write to remember the point of serving. He has only been locked in chastity a few days but already he's learning valuable lessons.

xox
Harley


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At some point in high school gym class I came to realize the other boys had kept growing while my penis stopped short. Showering after class it was hard not to notice so I would either keep covered or skip my shower. As an adult I have come to realize my penis is simply too small to satisfy anyone...including myself.

The fear that I could never be intimate with a woman goes back as long as I can recall thinking about the subject. So many fears, could it even reach to get inside, would she feel it, would she just laugh and leave or maybe even tell all our friends. I told myself putting off sex would make it all the more special but always wondered how could sex possibly be satisfying for whomever I might be with with a penis so small. Then came some hopeful years a lot of articles in men’s Magazines kept saying size did not matter and I was eager to believe it. Part of me always knew though just like if winning doesn't matter why keep score if size did not matter then why is it even a subject. Meanwhile I kept having issues even with masturbating every technique I had read about just did not work for me with a penis so small. A few years later a funny thing happened on the internet while there were still those claiming the same old size doesn’t matter, there were others addressing the issue head on. You see a lot of truth out of younger people that have not learned to lie for fear of bruising egos. I came across quite a few articles (not just porn stars) saying the minimum to satisfy most women was easily more than double my size. It was somewhere in this time I realized my penis was too small to satisfy anyone. I had to face the fact just seeing my small penis was going to be a turn off and ruin any sexual tension in the room. After that my sexuality kinda changed direction what turned me on was not using my penis to satisfy someone but being used. I cannot recall the last time I had a sex dream or fantasy about attempting to use my small penis or even a dream about having a big penis. The closest thing is the typical SPH videos and stories at least they involve my penis no one is satisfied but it is the focus of attention. At this point I am sure my penis will never serve any purpose to anyone else but to provide a giggle or laugh. One of the last little SPH fantasies I created before Mistress Harley entered my life was about being offer two pills one would double the size of my penis the other would reduce it by half. Realizing that even doubled in size I still failed to measure up and would still be too small to satisfy anyone I would normally opt for the shrinking one.

Mistress Harley has helped me understand and accept my penis is too small to satisfy anyone, including myself. I am and will in all likelihood die a VIRGIN because my penis is simply to small. The best use ever made of my penis is Mistress Harley using it to control me and locking it in a small chastity device. At last it seems my small penis has a purpose other than urinating and for that I am grateful.

**As Always my blogs are cross posted from my personal blog and not written for any one audience or community. Read more of my blog here: http://harleys-financial-domination.blogspot.com/**