Dark... Intense... another part of me.

I am a sadist in every way,  shape and form. I love inflicting pain, I love designing and making torture/predicament contrapments. I can feel girlish glee watching you hurting yourself in the predicament bondage I just put you in. I get off on impact play,  watching your skin getting tarnished and swollen by the variety of whips,  belts, canes and floggers I choose to use. Watching you squirm in pain, while i slowly and intensly build up to you floating away in subspace or begging me for mercy with your last strenght.

I am also a mental or emotional sadist. 
I looove seeing a moment of reluctancy in tour eyes, I get turned on by the panic on someones face when he realises what I am going to make him do. I like the look of despair before total submission. The moment when he knows he cant do anything but be a good boy and go through what I tell him to, because not doing it is NOT an option. I will play with his sense of freedom, I will mindfuck and use his own imagination against him. I want to push him to the point where he almost breaks out in fucking tears looking at the pathetic mess he made for himself. Hating me for doing this, Loving me for being there. Hating himself for wanting me even more ever, feeling hopeless in needing me.

Let me make this absulotely clear, I DON'T 'trap' people, I don't expose or 'out' in real life. NO this is not BM. This is emotional sadism.

I will put you through a rollercoaster of emotions, for my own gratification.
I want you to hate to admit that I know what is best for you and that I know your own needs more than you do.
I want control. I want you to worship me. I want you to beg me. I want you to crave me.