Not so Sweet - Journal

I can come off very nice in simple light conversations, but that is not always what I am like. Open your minds, and wallets and surrender. Let this be an incite into My head, one that was more of just a rambling rather than a planned out topic. It may amaze some of you weak pathetic little faggots.

The only sound I want to hear is the crinkle of the bills being pulled from that wallet. It makes you feel used and abused. Buying Me gifts that I wear all the time just to torment that pathetic little mind. The joy that little clit of a cock feels when I laugh at it relentlessly. Embracing your insecurities and pushing the limits can be fun. What better way than under a firm foot. If you want to be brainwashed, and reprogrammed to fulfill all of My desires. Then drop to those pathetic knees while pulling out that wallet. I want it to ache. I will take all of that cash this loser worked so fucking hard to get. Spend it on shoes, clothes, pedicures, and whatever I wish. Not because I need it. This pathetic little cunt WANTS to give it all away. I will rip it right out of your hand and fly by your worthless ass with no thank you. Should have known that the evil Queen was hiding behind My perfect eyes. Sending gifts and gift cards nonstop to serve My superiority. Knowing I will never care about you unless you fucking earn it. So earn it bitch boy. Get on your knees as I kick that pathetic clit with My spiked heels. Beg to be allowed to tribute this perfection. I embrace who I am. Don’t come asking to be served with sessions. I won’t fall for that shit. Earn it! Want to see My pretty lethal feet in action, EARN IT! Nothing will ever be free. Nothing has ever been free. Even these words cost Me time, which this faggot should be grateful for. Scream it to the world loud and proud, I want to hear it! Say you are a fucking worthless pathetic pig and all that you were born to do is spoil the Superior Goddesses that are surrounding you. How fucking inconsiderate are some of these little bitches thinking that We are here to serve them. Ha! Fucking think again, bitch boys. Hand over that wallet to someone who deserves it. Give it all away. Not just your money, no for Me it has to be everything. I will gladly rape and take that wallet, but to be MINE it MUST give its ALL. The mind, the body, the soul, and LIVE solely for Me. Work for Me, shop with Me. Be broken and used, but to be Mine be taken care of and protected. On a higher level in this euphoric state where it is conditioned to want whatever I want. Begging Me to use it. Oh but I have the means to get by without you, and you are nothing to Me. So I just sit here and smirk as it tries to figure out if I am just telling it to go literally fuck off, or to try harder. This boy will never know if it never aspires to please. Drop to those weak knees, bow that head, and pray that you can be accepted for a long term journey through My euphoric glory. It will always carry pain, but pain is pleasure. Specifically you pain is My pleasure. Hurt for Me bitch. Bring Me My riding crop and kneel presenting it with that wallet crammed into that pathetic mouth.

Just shut that pathetic mouth and when I give you permission to look into My eye gaze at the actual source of your every blissful twitch and painful sting. I know you fucking love it. It can entrap you, so once under My reign there is nothing more than euphoria through your pain! Mine will be taken care of though, but they have to be pretty humble to accept this journey.

Miss EM