Orgasm Denial - 17 Months

The background is that MsPauleyBelle, Mistress Pauley, used to give me short times of Orgasm Denial, a few weeks. Then, in her infinite wisdom, all of a sudden there were no longer any release opportunities. I started keeping track of the Orgasm Denial time and we are now up to 17 months.

I had no idea I could go this long. Yes, it is frustrating, but if it pleases Mistress Pauley, it is well worth the frustration. I have a strong need to please Mistress Pauley and that need grows stronger the longer she denies me release.

Please, Mistress Pauley, please continue my Orgasm Denial. Please exert your control over me. Please do not even bring the subject up. Please enjoy the worship I have for you as the length of Orgasm Denial grows. Please, Mistress Pauley?

I have had groin pain which I thought was the famous "blue balls." But a trip to the doctor resulted in a diagnosis of prostatitis which is not affected by release. So, I have a treatment plan if it continues.

I am so grateful to Mistress Pauley for not letting me release. I am contemplating that she may make me go without release permanently. If so, I am ready to submit. I need Mistress Pauley's domination and control. I need Mistress Pauley to take charge. I need to be turned into a submissive pile of mindless worship before Mistress Pauley. Thank you, Mistress Pauley, for letting me be your Orgasm Denial slave. I worship you, Mistress Pauley. -