Are You Worthy?

You’ve got that itch to serve and believe you are worthy of being my sub or masochist, but are you? Serving me in any capacity is a privilege that is earned. Not every person who offers their submission deserves the experience of mine. I am very specific in what I look for and have my methods for weeding out those who are not before me for the right reasons.

Those who lay their submission at my feet and are truly wanting to serve will crave to put my wants and needs before their own. I should be the first thought on their mind when they wake up and the last thought on their mind when they sleep. My pleasure and happiness is their ultimate goal day in and day out. The need for contact with me will be like no other. Waiting ever so patiently for my attention. My toys (as I lovely call my subs & masochists) wait for me to play with them and do not get jealous when I play with a different toy. They know that each one of them has their own purpose and that I do not set up competition between them. I care immensely for my toys and will protect them when the situation calls for it.

I put my toys into three general categories that fit the majority of what they are: Masochists, Sissies, and finsubs. Sometimes a toy could go into two or all three categories but there is one primary group that they fit with the most. While not all my toys are finsubs, all toys tribute. I invest a lot of time and energy into my toys, so it is one way to show their appreciation. Another way that they show their devotion is through their sacrifices. These could be giving up going out to save up to buy me tickets so that I can see one of my favorite bands in concert; giving up sex because I’m the only thing you need; or they send their last $5.00 that they were going to spend on coffee to me because they want me to have that coffee instead of them. To some these things seem trivial but to my toys, it is everything.

Tasks given to my toys are to help them reach their goals that were decided on at the beginning. These tasks are meant to help guide them through their new world and help them grow confident, I don’t give tasks just to give tasks. Since no two subs are the same, neither are their tasks. It makes no sense to have a sub who is exploring their fem side to do a task that is meant of a masochist, that is unless of course said sub is wanting to explore their masochistic side as well. To make sure I have enough time to devote to my toys on an individual level and have “Me” time, I do not take on more than 5 owned toys.

My masochistic toys will have their pain limits tested and pushed (with in their hard limits). I require that my masochists have a safe word and inform me of any previous injuries or health issues that could be affected or impacted during play. I also require a sort of debriefing after play is done to make sure that the person is in the right head-space. I will check in the following day if need be. I will never cause pain out of anger or spite. I will never ask them or do anything to them that will cause permanent harm (physical or mental).

My sissy toys are like my dolls that I can mold, dress up, and help them feel like their true self. The feminization play will be based off what my sissy’s goal is for themselves. Do they just want help with bring out their feminine side & getting comfortable with it? DO they love dressing up but have no one to share that side of them with? Do they want to have the full Whiskey Sissy Experience that has them becoming a cock-whore for me? My sissies are also put in chastity since they have no use for their dicks anymore. No matter their need, they will be safe with me and so will their secrets.

My finsub toys are kind of kind of like a bank account that talks and plays games when I want to. The degree of play with a finsub depends on many factors: their budget, vanilla life, and their sub kink in findom. Findom has what I call sub kinks – there’s ATMS, Rinsers, and Full-Fledged Findom ( I control all aspects of their money). An ATM finsub is a sub who wants to be just wants to be told how much to send and when. A Rinser is a sub who likes to be “drained” during sessions. When I play with rinsers, I enjoys games and coming up with one that are entertaining for all parties involved. While I’ve had just strictly finsubs, most of my subs have a mixture of finsub & other kinks. Both are perfectly fine with me. 

As I said, each toy has a purpose and it is meaningful. Their service to me enriches my life and makes it better. I am a very complicated person and require the various aspects of myself to be fulfilled to maintain balance. That is what my toys do for me and I am thankful for them. I am a sadistic brat and a lot to handle but I respect and adore my toys. They share their true selves with me and that is a very special thing I must confess.