December 6th, my 4 year findomversary

As the years go by i discover more about myself and others on the site. When i first signed up, i didnt know what i was getting myself into considering ive only used fetlife. I remember greeting someone over on fetlife that had this site in their profile. I decided oooo a site specifically for findom. So i too the jump and signed up. I signed up on dec 6th, 2013. When i got verified i was so nervous, wasnt sure how it was going to be. I had so many cams looking at me and at first i was uncomfortable with it. I looked like shit as well. I shouldve of made myslef look a bit better. I even stayed on cam where most girls would ask can i go off came yet. I decided to go ahead and jump in learning about others. Ive developed friendships over the years and met a few of the girls. Some of the girls have left and some have been loyal. I learned that everyone is different. Ive had a few enemies along the way. I dont let them bother me. I move on. 

SO ive been here for 4 years. Time flies when your having fun. I had a finslave for a little bit and havent had one since. I hope to gain one again. I miss controlling a boy, receiving tributes from him, etc. I do get tributes every once in a while. Not often as i like. Ive learned who has my back and who didnt. I learned that you trust yourself and what you are doing. I learned that not everyone is going to like you even tho you kill them with kindness. I eventually became a greeter/mod/verifier. Not sure which title really fits. I dont make a big deal out of it. I am the same person. I enjoy being that role. Even tho im no longer a greeter over on fetlife as they retired us, i feel i have a purpose. I can enjoy connecting and helping out the new girls, etc. So the last 4 years has still been a learning experience. 

I hope in the upcoming years i continue to learn continue to strive to be the best i can be. I hope that i will be successful and just overall enjoy this world whether i become a big gal or not. I also have my vanilla side of my life to take care of. I have myself not to reveal to much. I have the joy of being who i am and what is in store for me. 

overall, its been an amazing 4 years thus far with the ups and downs. 

So boys, spoil me for my findomversary. amazon gift cards are the best. i am greedy so make me happy. [email protected]. Go send, make me proud, make me happy, make me squeal, show me that you are happy to serve, show me that you are proud to tribute. overall, enjoy spoiling someone.