Loss and those left behind

Hello findoms family,
I'd like to thank My findom family for all the strength I've gotten from you. Alot know, but for those that don't I was widowed very suddenly sept 18 2014. Now just getting over this loss alone is hard, but I was also disowned by his only child, and his 2 grandchildren. I was also informed I couldn't move home, at the time because My Mom was busy raising My sister's 3 children. Not a SHOCK AS my Mom was an absent. yet present parent. At My young age, I don't qualify for any of his pensions. You may say poor Me, I sure did. Why I am sharing this is about mental fortitude. I suffer from acute depression, aka bi polar. You may notice I "dip out" at times, I do this when I feel mentally weak, yes a Dominant can have weak moments, as well as many subs here. Thats why I am writing this now. I've spoken to several boys here who also suffer from depression, and I'm sure there are many more who suffer in silence.
I am here to say you are not alone. If you are in crisis, because your vanilla life, and your BDSM need are clashing, please email Me. I am coming forth as a Dominant, to let all of you know mental health issues are real, and prevalent in our lifestyle. If you are in crisis, reach out....there is so much support here! I say this from My heart, and the huge amount of love I have received here. I want to pay it forward.
Be brave, snatch that reality right out of your grasp.
XOXO
sincerely,
Goddess Brittany