Mistress Mara <3

This stunning red hot red head has clawed her way into my head, and i couldn't be happier. Granted my bank account has seen better days, but she has a way of making my brain cease function. It's everything I've ever hoped for and feared wrapped in one package. That being said she has helped me realize that i need to accept who really am. I've always been submissive but the world doesn't want to accept that.I say fuck that, pardon my french, but we are who we are god dammit. I don't care if your gay, straight, bi, pan sexual, you name it! At the end of the day we are all people, and we came to this site because we love findom. Im lucky to have the opportunity to serve such as terrific Mistress. She has been my introduction to this scene, and through it i've learned some things about myself, and bdsm in general.
I've learned that there is nothing to be ashamed of, we are what we are. You can try to fight it, but fuck it i like giving beautiful women my money. Some will judge, but i get judged all day at my job so fuck you. It was a personal choice. She makes me feel like maybe i'm not alone. Maybe someone actually understands me in this world. Furthermore, i never considered wearing a chastity device until i talked to her. Now i'm planning on buying one, which blows my mind.
The catch 22 is that it turns me on, to give her money, but i'm going to be in cock cage. Yet strangely im excited about the idea, is that reasonable? Probably not, but i'm done having others make my choices, and if your looking to serve a Mistress look no further. Miss Mara is very professional, and understanding about personal turmoil. Findom is a branch of bdsm and communication is important. Money doesn't grow on trees, but if it did i'd give it all to My Goddess.
I'm really drunk at the moment, but i'd like to say thanks for getting to know me Mistress, your the best!