Zezrie

So, the month is over for my Social experiment into the BDSM subsection, Findomme. If you go by my first hypothesis, that I could become one in one month, I failed. I didn’t have an interaction that ended in financial gain or connection with a slave. As I’ve considered it longer, though, I’ve learned valuable lessons about myself. First is that if I truly wanted to go against my submissive nature, I can do that. There’s enough of a craving for me to come out of my shell and control another wi...

So, Mr. Sub and I got into a short routine of sorts. We’d talk about whatever came up, then I’d go into the slow mind fuck routine. One session was a little play about using a straight razor as a erotic tool, which freaked him out. It was an exercise in imagining a straight razor gliding agonizingly slow all over his bound body. He thought it was a great bit of role play, and I didn’t tell him I had performed this in real time as a professional top. I only did this for three days. Then he sta...

Don’t you love the times that, after you think of an idea, help falls from out of nowhere? The very next day after the first Findomme post, I get an Direct Message on Twitter. ” Good morning Miss. How is your research going?” Now I don’t know who this is, but I’m curious, so I bite. ...

I’ve been doing quite bit of digging into BDSM recently. In the middle of my research, I came across a fascinating section of the lifestyle, Findomme Some people are masochistic. They get their pleasure from pain or humiliation. This could be physical, emotional, or financial. It’s the money part that pricked my thumbs. So, like a good quasi-journalist, I started digging. Turns out this is a HUGE subsection of BDSM. There are people, mostly men I found, that will pay large sums of money for a...