Lately I want to explore the feminine side of me. And that to me isn't dressing up. It is a mindse... View moreLately I want to explore the feminine side of me. And that to me isn't dressing up. It is a mindset. Take my mind to being femme. Make me want lip injections, breast implants, estrogen, laser hair removal. Teach me how to do my own makeup. Maybe throw in a bit of forced intox and really bring out the fag side of meI am 6'2", 190 lbs, responsible, professional.My biggest pet peave is people who think you can just boss another around and call that being a Domme. To me there has to be a connection, similar interests, an actual willingness of both parties to get to know one another. That way the Domme knows where to take the sub and the sub knows how to please the Domme.Why am I here?? Why is one into findomme?? That is a very difficult answer. Being controlled to such an extent perhaps?? Is that the ultimate loss of power/control?? Whatever it is, it caused a rush of endorphins through my mind and a rush of blood to other regions. I am curious to know to what extent some of you Dommes findomme others.